i finally met up with the girls on friday. dinner was rather simple but the company was awesome. things never changed with them. the bitchy vibe and sarcasm still live amongst us. i think thats the best part of it all. once a bitch, always a bitch aye girls? i love y’all!

so anyway im expecting my period which explains for the instability of hormones. i am not feeling much of the effect but my friends are. and surprisingly, theyre the only two feeling it. could it be that the reason why im like this is beyond the hormone change? i have noo idea. but i do havta admit i havent been myself and im sorry. i cant help it. i cant help this feeling and i dont know why. whenever you ask if im okay, i obviously will say that i am cuz friends lie. they fuckin ass do. if i ask a friend if im fat and she says no, shes lying! so im concluding that friends do lie. about almost everything, in fact, so as not to hurt others. so if i say youre pretty, you probably arent. hahaha! ok shut up.

totally instable state of mind.

i might just breakdown anytime.

anytime.

anywhere.

2 comments September 20, 2008